tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12255556608463863302024-03-13T07:31:06.434+08:00Our Little Planet✨Wanderlusthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02186551355317191586noreply@blogger.comBlogger81125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-8047421286115474862016-11-23T22:51:00.001+08:002016-11-23T22:51:13.491+08:00Tired with life comedyHello! nothing much to say. 3 more days left before going back to basic. Doing what i should do and next semester is the last semester for me. Yayyy. This 3rd week of holiday which is i choose to spend with His family, regarding on that, I feel so excited having those opportunity to have fun with them. Knowing someone family is quite good where you can know their living life and of course its different with our family, every family got their own weirdness. Today,i feel a bit sad because idk, might be i being too sensitive cause the previous week before i came here, i ask him to spend time with me but tonight, he going out to meet his friend. Like what! Hello! You always meet your friend on weekend later but you won't meet me daily like before for you will doing your industrial training here. It was a simple task that i asked you to do but you can't even make it. Disappointed ? Yahh probably. :( . I just don't fucking like it when someone do like that me. I know it no wrong for meeting them but i'm still here in your house. Spend time with your family, so why on earth do you fucking do that ? why must you go out tonight ? i don't know why i feel this way, maybe some of you say it just a small pieces but you won't know the feeling. I might be different from others on how i feel, how i act or whatever behaviour i had. Just don't took my kindness for granted. It look like I'm the one who really want this while you "keluar" for fun outside without thinking about me like i'm not exist tonight. You do that because you never experience on how i feel to spend with someone family and for you, its totally okay because you think that there was no wrong at all. It's true that no relationship that does not have problems, but the point is, if you can consider on how i feel, this thing will not happen, i know i don't have someone else that can hear me now, all i know is God. He know what i feel, i need someone who can console me or lend me their shoulder but rn ? no one ! This is not for a show off or telling the whole world about you private life. It just about my feeling that i cannot keep it by myself already :( like please, apreaciate the time as long that we still have chance to do it . I just can't hide this sadness inside my feeling. i need to cry, It might dumb for you but i don't care, you messed with my feeling, you don't even bother. It is not important for you. :'(Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-31465614837785692962016-08-22T02:19:00.002+08:002016-08-22T02:36:40.577+08:002:36 am 😀Hoorayyyy ! No class till this Wednesday due to the convocation ceremony and guess what it will be literally bored for me because idk what to do and don't have any idea on doing anything. Even though the report for Geodesy and engineering are not yet done, i always postpone my work because the due date still far ~ but nahh , other people also behave like that. mostly :D . arghh biarlaa . Will think about that tomorrow. So , where are we ? Ohya , kinda miss her, my other half in this blogger. Might be she busy with her life. Knowing that sometimes she feel miserable and upset with her life, you need to stay strong ya, God will not give any assumption that people can not bear. Just believe in him. He will lead you the way cuzzie :* Olympic finally over and congratulations to all Malaysian athlete for making our country proud. 4 silver and 1 bronze. 4 years from now, hope that we can win the gold medal at Tokyo 2020. Well done MAS! Sadly, it will be the last olympic for DLCW and there will be no more him nor Lin Dan . The legends badminton player in this era and they are really great and like the last post, i will include some photo in my post ❤❤<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-88938972788133202562016-07-19T02:08:00.001+08:002016-07-19T02:08:13.460+08:00TodayWhoa , it's been a year now since we left this blog. Due to our busywork in college and yah there's no time to update any news in it. Tbh, i don't have any ideas to write but the weird thing is, i still want to update something inside here even though it is just a simple greeting.I don't know whether anyone would read about this blog again but who cares. So, let me start with this one. This year will be my second last semester in this college. During the year, many unexpected thing happen or i can say it is quite challenging life to fit in. I even feel like giving up in my studies,relationship and other thing. Sometime i miss being a kid again without having any problem like today, the day that we just know how to play with the other kid. Sometime when you feel tired with that one thing and you can't do anything about it, you will just sit and tears started falling apart. That time, you will started to ask God "why this thing always happen to me", "Why aren't they understand?","Why they do that to me?" Always asking why and why all over again. You know God will not answer you that time but he will show you when the time comes. Life is not fair when you feel that you are not the luckiest like other people but knowing that every single creation that God made are unique, you need to accept no matter what it takes. There is a reason on every thing that happen in daily life. You know it is not easy to face it but you don't have any other option other than keep your soul together CIA wtf am i talking about tho :D . But in God hand all thing is possible for he is the king and the most high of all. Nah, no ideas already, need to sleep . got classes tomorrow on 8am . Till we meet again fellow!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-53697533295394107162015-04-16T08:27:00.000+08:002015-04-16T08:27:08.124+08:00Good morning guys✨ it's 8:18 am here and i'm still in my bed. my brother is leaving for KL today so i'm gonna be lonely again. when my brother is here, idk why but he has this some kind of ability or influence to make everything better. for example he can lighten up the mood when we're having dinner with our family. usually when it's just me and my parents we barely talk. given that my dad and i are not really talkative it just makes the situation much more awkward. but when my brother is there the dining room just kinda lit up to life lol idk how to explain but my dad actually laughs a lot when we're chatting with my brother. that's one of the reasons why i love it when my brother is around besides the fact the he's my brother so i love him anyway💕<br />
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//i miss my twinnie nateli so much💕//Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-91232143737208531422014-09-15T15:24:00.001+08:002014-09-15T15:24:31.372+08:00i'm fucked up The last post was in August and it's already September. omg i am such a bitch why did i forget about this i'm so sorry! :( well there are 47 days left before my spm exam and honestly, i'm freaking out. i am so fucked up i don't even know what i have been studying for 2 years i feel so stupid i feel so useless i just want to lock myself in my room and die. i don't want to sit for this stupid exam. people always ask me this annoying question "What do you want to be? where do you want to go after you finish high school? what's your target?" i might just give them stupid answers like "oh i don't know i just want to sleep all day and do nothing and die. go away. fuck off." ugh i really do not know which path should i choose and everyone just keeps confusing me.<br />
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There's only 1 month left before the huge exam!!! i'm so scared that i can't even focus when i'm studying. i don't know if i can excel in this exam and this is all because i've been so busy with fangirling and shit i've been wasting too much time. but i don't regret everything hahaha i will never regret what i did because BIGBANG makes me happy. wow that's cheesy as fuck. ew. i feel bad because i don't talk much to people nowadays. and i'm less cheerful than i have always been. and to my twinnie, i'm so sorry i didn't talk to you often. i deactivated my twitter already (but i activated it back but i'm not that active anymore) and i really miss my fangirling and i miss you too. my mom told me that you're going to further your studies in November. i really really hope that you can come back for Christmas because i don't know what to do if you're not there with me during Christmas. it's going to be shitty without you.<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-74677741255875734732014-08-12T15:08:00.000+08:002014-08-12T15:08:44.143+08:00Life :'(Ola. It's already August. Still got 2 months to go.*sigh*. Hey twinnies! I realise it's already 4 years since we set up this blog. Woah. Time passes quickly. We're growing. I don't know what I'm thinking right now but for sure I've lost in myself. I do not even know what i think. I just follow the flow. But deep inside me it hurt me much. Sometimes i feel like i wanna give up but still i can manage to get up with this little piece of hope. Sometimes i feel that i have fail to be a good one for them eventhough i already make them proud but that still not enough :'( . No one can understand us because they've never been in our shoes. Talk is easier than action.Nobody want to be born as a failure. God. You know what is the best for me. I will follow the path that you have set for me. From you i come to you i return. Give me a strength heart to overcome this obstacles . **** I'm tired of this but i know my burden is just a little other than the people out there and I'm grateful for all i have. Maybe it's not my sustenance yet but better late than never right? :) if you read this twinnie, do reply my post ya. You know i always miss you dear. I know there's is no use if i cry but what can i do other than that. Only God know that.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-58699347455446442782014-06-16T18:47:00.000+08:002014-06-16T18:47:46.600+08:00Emptiness Hello 😃. Yeap twinnie. You're right. It's been a while now since we have not update our blog due to our own busyness and hwaitting for this life. I just don't know what to say actually but i really need you dear 😭. I miss you a lot. I'm hoping that there's a time that we can be together in our own life and forget this world for a while without the studies or problems. But that surely impossible for us. Hoho. I feel the loneliness inside me and it really hard for me. OMG! I'm not in depression right?<br />
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Soon you will sit for your final exam this years. So i hope you'll be alright . Eventhough you said before "mcm malas suda mau belajar" HAHAHA i feel you. But there's nothing we can do. If only money and knowledge can come by it own and we can meet that 5 idiots idols everytime we want 😍 . Hoho. They're really adorable. Opps! I should stop it before you become too crazy. Number 1 FANGIRLING. Lol. Ok. That all's for today. I'm too emo. Do you want to an emo too? 😄 lots of love dear. Goodbye . :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-78351095776199613302013-10-16T15:37:00.001+08:002013-10-16T15:37:21.797+08:00Hello there. It's been a while now. I don't even know if anyone ever read this blog anymore since i've neglected it for months. It's just so sad to leave this blog untouched so here i am :) So currently i'm struggling with my finals (which is practically ruining my life slowly and painfully). I have a hard time to manage my time between fangirling and studying. Well of course i spent my time more with fangirling bc who the hell could stand studying 24/7? I just don't get along well with books. I used to, but not anymore. I don't even know what to be when i grow up bc i'm not that ambitious. I don't even think of being a doctor or an engineer. All i want right now is to meet my idols. That's it. LOL of course i'm not serious. I just haven't figured out what my ambition is. Because right now, in this unstable state of mind, all i can ever think of is my 5 idiotic idols HAHAHA<br />
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I saw this in twitter just now and I AM SO FRUSTRATED! CAN YOU SEE HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT THESE GUYS?! BEFORE I KNEW THEM, I DON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT A CELEBRITY'S HEALTH. BUT NOW. I AM SO WORRIED! QUESTIONS POPPED OUT OF MY MIND LIKE "WHERE IS HE?" "WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?" "IS HE OKAY?" "IS THIS ABOUT HIS HEALTH?" "IS HE TOO TIRED TO PERFORM?" "IS HE SICK OR SOMETHING?" If i was normal, i wouldn't care about someone who doesn't even know that exist! Being this crazy is just CRAZY! So i just hope i can change for my own good. No, not just hope. I will change. I mean, i won't stop loving BIGBANG. But hey, THEY AREN'T GOD. So i'm gonna start balancing myself between fangirling and serving God. Please pray for me twinnie TT______TTUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-46576060928837894222013-05-24T17:07:00.000+08:002013-05-24T17:08:49.599+08:00TTM <div style="text-align: left;">
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-79632909260161832702013-05-19T13:57:00.001+08:002013-05-19T17:03:40.107+08:00IDK So... Finally I REMEMBER to update my blog. This blog has been abandoned for like.. years maybe? I'm too busy with my school work, chores and my fandom. Well I'm a crazy teenage girl and I believe that other teenagers out there are fans of some boybands too. As for me, I AM IN LOVE WITH BIGBANG. If you don't know what is BIGBANG or who is BIGBANG, you better google it. However, being a fan doesn't make me a bad person. That's not the reason why I'm being lazy. In fact, they are somehow my motivation. To be honest, I CAN'T STUDY OR DO ANYTHING WITHOUT LISTENING TO THEIR SONGS OR WATCHING THEIR VIDEOS. SERIOUSLY. Idk what kind of spirit had possessed me till I became this obsessed. I am lazy because there are just so many things to do! Endless homework and exams! *sigh* Oh well. Never mind. I'll get over it. Besides, I'm not the only one who's suffering. Many students out there are half-dead too. To all students out there, I wish you all the best and good luck in your survival!<br />
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AND LAST NIGHT. LAST NIGHT I HAD THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE! MY BIAS G-DRAGON JUST KISSED A FAN'S HAND DURING HIS CONCERT IN HONG KONG! Now tell me, WHICH FANGIRL ON EARTH WOULDN'T BE JEALOUS? Okay, <strike>I'm not that mad</strike> I ADMIT IT, I AM MAD. I'm not mad at GD, though. But seriously, I envy that lucky fan and the fact that I'm not that lucky JUST HURTS TOO MUCH! I MEAN, WHY CAN'T I BE LUCKY JUST FOR ONCE?! I JUST WANT TO BE FCKING LUCKY! I WONDER IF THAT VIP (A FAN OF BIGBANG IS CALLED A VIP) IS STILL ALIVE. IF GD EVER, EVER KISSED MY HAND, OMFG I DON'T THINK I CAN BREATHE ANYMORE.<br />
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OK this is kind of over-reacting. I should <strike>die</strike> stop now and continue studying. UGH. LIFE. HOW WORSE CAN IT BE?<br />
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*HOW DID I ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE 5 BADASS?<br />
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I don't know why i post this picture but,i think it's true because usually girl is so sensitive. If they fall in love with someone,even the boy already had girlfriend,they rather not to tell but keep it by itself and telling herself <br />"that only a crush,not need to tell him,as long that he happy,its okay". But inside her,nobody knows.<br />
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No matter how hard i try, no matter how much i endure this, nothing will change. It's still the same. I just have to accept the fact. Even though it hurts so bad. I'm not gonna complain about this anymore. 'Cause i made a promise to myself that i will never ever cry again. 'Cause I've wasted my tears too much in 2012. Too much :') And i won't let 2013 to enjoy the satisfaction of seeing me crying. In brief, I'm happy now, forever and always! Yay! :DUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-21137708995391491072012-12-09T15:16:00.002+08:002012-12-09T15:18:27.760+08:00Just read and understand what this means :) Take time to read this. read until the end. :)Read only if you have time for God. Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end. God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..Maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.We do like to have Him around during sickness..And, of course, at funerals.However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.May God forgive me for ever thinking...That... there is a time or place where..HE is not to be FIRST in my life.We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.If, You aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the directions.Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.' Not ashamed? Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!Yes, I do Love God.HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)This is the simplest test.If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?THE POEM. I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,And jumped up off my knees.My Christian duty was now done. My soul could rest at ease.All day long I had no time. To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,They'd laugh at me I'd fear.No time, no time, too much to do,That was my constant cry,No time to give to souls in need. But at last the time, the time to die.I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.God looked into his book and said. 'Your name I cannot find.I once was going to write it down...But never found the time. 'Now do you have the time to pass it on?Make sure that you scroll through to the end.Easy vs. Hard. Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or delete it?Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....That's all you have to do....There is nothing attached....This is so powerful....Do not stop the wheel, please....Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?''Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?''Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!''How much?' the pastor asked again.The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!''What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!''And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!''How much?' He asked again.Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'Jesus said, 'DONE!'Then He paid the price.The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.p.s:Guys, if you receive this in your email, is not because I want to just forward any email to you. But because I thought of you when forwarding this. That you are one who may need to read this as well.. like me..Be blessed and have a nice day...^^Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-16968186904035144762012-10-25T15:09:00.004+08:002012-10-25T15:28:29.431+08:00This will never endHello there! My PMR examination is over. Finally! Freedom at last! First of all, I would like to give <u>special thanks</u> to my cousin, Nateli, for updating this blog while I was struggling for my exams and for staying by my side when I freaked out. She did a great job :) But I'm getting bored day by day because I don't have anything else to do at home. Plus, that silly programme we have at school is really annoying and... Infuriating! We were separated to 15 groups! So whenever we need to do discussions, I just kept quiet and didn't contribute anything. Haha :D I guess my 2012 goal isn't fulfilled yet. Remember when I said that I want to be more comfortable with people around me? Well, you can say that I <b><i>failed</i></b> to do so :( Apart from all of that, I suddenly become a great fan of <u><b>BigBang</b></u>! I love all of their songs and <u>I will never get bored</u> even if listen to them for a hundred years. Most of all, I really admire their leader, <b>G-Dragon</b>! I have thousands of his pictures. I don't think you would really care about this but I just felt that I really need to write this out. And I feel better now :D They're coming to Malaysia on 27th October, this Saturday! Unfortunately, they're going to Kuala Lumpur, which is very far away from my state. Oh well, it's not like my parents would allow me to go there, anyway. I guess I just have to watch their concert in the Internet. However, I still can't wait for them to come to Malaysia :D I guess that's all for today. I feel lightheaded after writing all of this although it might be a nonsense. <b>Adieu</b>! XOXO<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-408580091468429692012-08-25T23:25:00.003+08:002012-08-25T23:25:55.149+08:00=_= . Reflection?Don't Know.Bonjour! I'm back , :D . Well.. Finally i got the chance to write this after all..Tomorrow i'm going back to Miri, Sobs.But for studying,i must sacrifice until next year.Next year I will be sitting for SPM and i must struggle very hard to achieve my dream.Actually, i don't know what to write but my heart said <strike>'alaa,takpaa,buat jer ape-ape,yang penting bahagia'.:D</strike>So, i decided to update our <span style="color: cyan;">blog.</span>Then, i started think about my other partner a.k.a my <span style="color: cyan;">lovely cousins.</span>Both of us almost have the same attitude,kinda <strike>naughty </strike>a little bit.:) . We love doing thing that can make us happy and we like <strike>twin</strike>? perhaps . haha ,, Kidding ,Oh,before i forgot,i would like to wish her the very best luck and luck and luck for her PMR on the 9th Okteber!:)Hope you can be stronger like the superman,like the Ra One[the india movie that i told you or if you don't know about it,you better find mr Google]Lol.I miss all of our family and i can't wait this December.Family reunion time !:)< Oh ya, I want to share something with you.I know this people from the camp that i followed last month,She is our faci and when the last day of the camp , we hugged,she give me advice and i really appreciate that.Thanks to her !:) We still contact with each other and since i didn't have a<span style="color: cyan;"> sister,</span>i consider her as my sister even she didn't know that . :D .I love her very much and i miss her too . Hope i can meet her soon.She going back to London on this 9th september and she was studying to be a doctor there.<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-77124804087052611242012-06-28T15:18:00.003+08:002012-06-28T15:44:43.819+08:00I think I'm moving but I go nowhereBonjour! I'm back :D And I'm gonna post a new entry about my friend's birthday. She's becoming a 15-year-old teenager today. I was thinking whether I should put her photo here or not :/ Oh yea, she is beautiful and talented. Now why did i say that? Because she can sing and play the guitar well. May God hear all of her prayers, bless and protect her in any condition and help her in her studies. Aww, I miss being the birthday girl. I miss the way people used to wish my birthday. I miss that time when I made a wish and blew the candles. The delicious cake and parties and families! <i>Oh Memories.. </i>:) <br />
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And my studies? They're stuck in the moment :( I can't focus a single thing on my studies. There will be lots of exams out there and they are trying to get me! PMR is coming nearer, too. I hate having too many things to think. I admit that I've been thinking <b>TOO MUCH </b>o.O I'm thinking about my looks, my family, my religion and studies. It's driving me nuts and I'll lose my mind! I talked to my dearest class teacher and she helped me with one of my problems. She's really good at giving advices and I really appreciate her :) But my mind is just so stubborn! I want to think positively but my mind won't let me! I really hope that God can help me with this. I'm totally stressed out >:( Sometimes I dream of an angel sent from God comes to me and take me to meet God. I want the answers of all of my questions. Do God really hear my prayers? Seriously, will He listen to me? A dirty, sinful person like me? Honestly, there's something wrong with my faith. Sometimes I just wanna scream out loud on top of the mountains and throw myself off, swim in the depths of the ocean and drown myself, ask forgiveness from my mother and kiss her goodbye. But I know that I'm worth life. So why should I give it up? I'll live it up! <br />
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Hey peeps :) Phew! Felt like a <u>non-existing</u> blogger since I'm on hiatus. Looks like I didn't get my freedom yet -.- I just wanna share to all the readers <i>(If I have any)</i> about a family gathering at my house on Saturday night. Urghh...Why is it not on Friday night? Haha :D And yes, many of my relatives showed up. We're celebrating my brother's success of going to a university in Pulau Pinang. So my grandma blessed him with holy water and we all prayed so that he will be blessed by <b>God</b> no matter where he goes. Little did I know, I have two uncles that own a band! And that band is quite popular in our state. We saw his music video and I was like, <b>"Isn't that Uncle Johnny and Uncle Martin?! OMG!"</b> Oh yes, I'm proud of them. But I'm not here to boast or something :P For the first time in my life, I felt really close to my big family. I felt good, calm, overjoyed and <u>EVERYTHING NICE</u>! I treasured every moment I had with them. 'Cause I know that someday I would look back to those <b><i>precious moments</i></b> and realize how much I miss them. And there was my second cousin. She's soooo <b>beautiful</b>! I mean, <u>naturally</u> beautiful. She won't need make-up to cover up, and being in the way that she is is enough. LOL XD Whooaaa, don't go straight ahead to the negative side! I compliment her 'cause I <b>want</b> to be like her. Don't mention the L-word! Everybody wants to be beautiful. Don't you want to be beautiful? But actually, beauty is present in every human being which God created. So cheer up!<br />
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P.s Today's quotes: <b><i>God has perfect timing; never early, never late. It takes a little patience and faith, but it's ALWAYS worth the wait :) </i></b>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-78868786090722119762012-01-24T21:41:00.001+08:002012-01-24T22:02:23.071+08:00\Hiatus/ :pHi bloggie and fellow readers! I had abandoned this blog for a long, long time ;( That's because I'm so busy with homeworks, school, studies and everything ._. I'll never be free >< So I'm here to tell the readers that I'll be on hiatus for one or two months. Btw, <b>Happy Chinese New Year</b>! Do leave your footprints on my <u>tagboard</u> and I'll reply as soon as I got freedom, okay? :) And don't forget to click the '<u><i>Follow</i></u>' button :D Sayonara, bloggers!<br />
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Oh, I almost forgot. My new year's resolution is to collect more money, improve myself and <b>Hakuna Matata! </b>I'll try as hard as I could. Quote for today is : <i>Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And Today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present :) </i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-69236660702367364022011-12-30T12:14:00.000+08:002011-12-30T12:14:59.138+08:00Start of Something NewSee the title there? Yea, I know it's lame :p but i don't give a damn. Christmas is over and it ends so fast. But my joy would last forever :D I just miss Christmas time. To me, this year's Christmas is the best Christmas ever! On Christmas Eve, we built a campfire, sit around it, and sang Christmas songs. Well, I <i>wasn't really </i>singing. Who wants to sing if you have a terrible voice? So I decided to keep my mouth shut. I only sang <u>some</u> parts of the song. On Christmas, we woke up and felt like it was just an ordinary day. On the same time, I couldn't believe that it was Christmas! Time flies too fast D; My cousins were going back to their home on 26th. That was the day when I felt really lonely. As if no one was there for me to cheer me up. Whenever I'm surrounded with my beloved cousins, I feel very secure. All those memories about them, I can't get it out of my head. That really made me wanna cry. On 27th, it was our turn to go home. My grandma dropped a tear, you know. I don't like seeing her cry. I want to see her wearing a smile on her face all the time. <i><strike>Have you ever wondered how did your grandma look like when she was a teenager?</strike> </i>:P<br />
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If you ask me when is the happiest day of my life, my excellent answer would be every Christmas Day. Because the Lord is born on that day. A day that brightens up the life of every man in the world. I really, really love Christmas. Okay, that's all about <i>my</i> <b>Christmas time</b>. Now let me share with you guys about my coming new year. It's one more day to go :) Yay! I'm in Form 3 next year. Form 3?? That gives me chill down my spine. I'm gonna sit for my PMR D: Oh no, that's a nightmare. Never mind, I'm going to prepare myself seriously next year. I'll make sure that I get straight A's for PMR. With a liitle help from my family, teachers, friends and of course, <u><b>God</b></u>. I'm not gonna start a new life, but I'll try to improve my habits and attitude. I want to be a cheerful, friendly and diligent girl :D Mom says I'm not a socialite person. That's 100% true. People don't get along with me. So I'll try my best to make people comfortable with me. Wish me luck, readers! That's what I call a "Start of Something New". Thank You God, for giving me the best year of my life (2011), I learned so much and met many nice people in this year. You've taught me lesson that I would never forget. You've taught me about <u>patience</u>, <u>love</u>, <u>friendship</u> and the best of <u>life</u>.<br />
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P.s Dear 2011, <i>I'm gonna miss you</i>. A lot lot lot lot lot :) <b>Love ya</b>!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-17504718624231188702011-11-20T12:15:00.002+08:002011-11-20T12:22:26.224+08:00Enough is Enough<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEit2mzHb3JmY-vY0qKAFm1J4kN3edJIiIPg1lX8F6Kr5rnIRQkyggt5FoLBrcTMP5ivWbQFbFHMSLOPv5q740pI7cK3WJZONGSSfjnpjW0j9B5slvr4J60W5HukVQUhiEVZpV1eDdoJKw4/s1600/tumblr_lox8mgYTCc1qbghoko1_500_large.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="185" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEit2mzHb3JmY-vY0qKAFm1J4kN3edJIiIPg1lX8F6Kr5rnIRQkyggt5FoLBrcTMP5ivWbQFbFHMSLOPv5q740pI7cK3WJZONGSSfjnpjW0j9B5slvr4J60W5HukVQUhiEVZpV1eDdoJKw4/s320/tumblr_lox8mgYTCc1qbghoko1_500_large.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Didn't you know? I've been having a crush on you since last year. Didn't you know? I've been enduring so much pain, watching you at class all the time. I had no idea whether I'm still sane or vice versa. I watched you smile, watched you laugh, talk, walk, I laugh at your jokes, even though it's never meant for me. I counted your footsteps, I kept all your messages. A simple "Hi" means too much for me. I thought you're a dream to come true. But you're not a fairy tale, you're a dream meant for sleeping. You never knew that I exist. And that you never knew how many times my heart skipped a beat when you walked over me. I stupidly smile when I see your name on the screen. Well, no worries dear :) I had enough. I'm tired of enduring. I'm tired of waiting. I'm done dreaming. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of everything related to you. All I wanna say is, I'm done chasing after you. I hate being invisible. That's it. I'm fully over with it. I'm sorry for stalking over you. <br />
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<i>"I hate myself for still caring about you all the while knowing you still don't give a shit about me."</i><br />
<i>"I hope someday you'll find all my quotes, all my words, and read them all. I hope you'll know that they're all about you."</i><br />
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<i><b>I'll stop it, <u>right now</u>, okay? :) </b></i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1225555660846386330.post-32719607548880560342011-10-30T02:43:00.001+08:002011-10-30T02:45:07.000+08:00hapi for a hours<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW-ZXX2pxOhUTKsmeyi6DDTxoP3hsDxo72OtKMBqGEU6P9ENE43h6gx3Wpr_Q2bSnZchP-K4pttjqDu9Ryv3EW7t-IrovSklHLpCGZVgsW_oxLxgNVob0mEuSN5_r9r5Hg7mLbjV8UTBE/s1600/dance_love_sing_live-2329+%25281%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW-ZXX2pxOhUTKsmeyi6DDTxoP3hsDxo72OtKMBqGEU6P9ENE43h6gx3Wpr_Q2bSnZchP-K4pttjqDu9Ryv3EW7t-IrovSklHLpCGZVgsW_oxLxgNVob0mEuSN5_r9r5Hg7mLbjV8UTBE/s320/dance_love_sing_live-2329+%25281%2529.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>hi..tonight is a very very hapi night,eventhought it just only for a hours.Infront of our house gonna have a band player from dwrna band .1st it look bored,but at 10 like that,many people go there . they dance for fun . Same like my aunt and me . acctually ,i'm really bored but after we dance my bored gone .. XD . When i look up to the sky,there many stars shining beutifully .. I wish i can see a shooting star .hehe .. but i guest not .:[ .. so,that only for today . .Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0