Just read and understand what this means :)

Take time to read this. read until the end. :)Read only if you have time for God. Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end. God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..Maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.We do like to have Him around during sickness..And, of course, at funerals.However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.May God forgive me for ever thinking...That... there is a time or place where..HE is not to be FIRST in my life.We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.If, You aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the directions.Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.' Not ashamed? Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!Yes, I do Love God.HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)This is the simplest test.If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?THE POEM. I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,And jumped up off my knees.My Christian duty was now done. My soul could rest at ease.All day long I had no time. To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,They'd laugh at me I'd fear.No time, no time, too much to do,That was my constant cry,No time to give to souls in need. But at last the time, the time to die.I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.God looked into his book and said. 'Your name I cannot find.I once was going to write it down...But never found the time. 'Now do you have the time to pass it on?Make sure that you scroll through to the end.Easy vs. Hard. Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or delete it?Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....That's all you have to do....There is nothing attached....This is so powerful....Do not stop the wheel, please....Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?''Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?''Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!''How much?' the pastor asked again.The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!''What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!''And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!''How much?' He asked again.Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'Jesus said, 'DONE!'Then He paid the price.The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.p.s:Guys, if you receive this in your email, is not because I want to just forward any email to you. But because I thought of you when forwarding this. That you are one who may need to read this as well.. like me..Be blessed and have a nice day...^^

This will never end

Hello there! My PMR examination is over. Finally! Freedom at last! First of all, I would like to give special thanks to my cousin, Nateli, for updating this blog while I was struggling for my exams and for staying by my side when I freaked out. She did a great job :) But I'm getting bored day by day because I don't have anything else to do at home. Plus, that silly programme we have at school is really annoying and... Infuriating! We were separated to 15 groups! So whenever we need to do discussions, I just kept quiet and didn't contribute anything. Haha :D I guess my 2012 goal isn't fulfilled yet. Remember when I said that I want to be more comfortable with people around me? Well, you can say that I failed to do so :( Apart from all of that, I suddenly become a great fan of BigBang! I love all of their songs and I will never get bored even if listen to them for a hundred years. Most of all, I really admire their leader, G-Dragon! I have thousands of his pictures. I don't think you would really care about this but I just felt that I really need to write this out. And I feel better now :D They're coming to Malaysia on 27th October, this Saturday! Unfortunately, they're going to Kuala Lumpur, which is very far away from my state. Oh well, it's not like my parents would allow me to go there, anyway. I guess I just have to watch their concert in the Internet. However, I still can't wait for them to come to Malaysia :D I guess that's all for today. I feel lightheaded after writing all of this although it might be a nonsense. Adieu! XOXO

Wait! Here are some of my favorite photos of BigBang. Enjoy! (Well, I hope you will :])

=_= . Reflection?Don't Know.

Bonjour! I'm back , :D .  Well.. Finally i got the chance to write this after all..Tomorrow i'm going back to Miri, Sobs.But for studying,i must sacrifice until next year.Next year I will be sitting for SPM and i must struggle very hard to achieve my dream.Actually, i don't know what to write but my heart said 'alaa,takpaa,buat jer ape-ape,yang penting bahagia'.:DSo, i decided to update our blog.Then, i started think about my other partner a.k.a my lovely cousins.Both of us almost have the same attitude,kinda naughty a little bit.:) . We love doing thing that can make us happy and we like twin? perhaps . haha ,, Kidding ,Oh,before i forgot,i would like to wish her the very best luck and luck and luck for her PMR on the 9th Okteber!:)Hope you can be stronger like the superman,like the Ra One[the india movie that i told you or if you don't know about it,you better find mr Google]Lol.I miss all of our family and i can't wait this December.Family reunion time !:)<  Oh ya, I want to share something with you.I know this people from the camp that i followed last month,She is our faci and when the last day of the camp , we hugged,she give me advice and i really appreciate that.Thanks to her !:) We still contact with each other and since i didn't have a sister,i consider her as my sister even she didn't know that . :D .I love her very much and i miss her too . Hope i can meet her soon.She going back to London on this 9th september and she was studying to be a doctor there.

P.s:I love Kak Najah much , okey ,i'm so tired right now.I need to rest.Bye.. Muahh .. 

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I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Bonjour! I'm back :D And I'm gonna post a new entry about my friend's birthday. She's becoming a 15-year-old teenager today. I was thinking whether I should put her photo here or not :/ Oh yea, she is beautiful and talented. Now why did i say that? Because she can sing and play the guitar well. May God hear all of her prayers, bless and protect her in any condition and help her in her studies. Aww, I miss being the birthday girl. I miss the way people used to wish my birthday. I miss that time when I made a wish and blew the candles. The delicious cake and parties and families! Oh Memories.. :)

And my studies? They're stuck in the moment :( I can't focus a single thing on my studies. There will be lots of exams out there and they are trying to get me! PMR is coming nearer, too. I hate having too many things to think. I admit that I've been thinking TOO MUCH o.O I'm thinking about my looks, my family, my religion and studies. It's driving me nuts and I'll lose my mind! I talked to my dearest class teacher and she helped me with one of my problems. She's really good at giving advices and I really appreciate her :) But my mind is just so stubborn! I want to think positively but my mind won't let me! I really hope that God can help me with this. I'm totally stressed out >:(  Sometimes I dream of an angel sent from God comes to me and take me to meet God. I want the answers of all of my questions. Do God really hear my prayers? Seriously, will He listen to me? A dirty, sinful person like me? Honestly, there's something wrong with my faith. Sometimes I just wanna scream out loud on top of the mountains and throw myself off, swim in the depths of the ocean and drown myself, ask forgiveness from my mother and kiss her goodbye. But I know that I'm worth life. So why should I give it up? I'll live it up!

A family really means "something"

Hey peeps :) Phew! Felt like a non-existing blogger since I'm on hiatus. Looks like I didn't get my freedom yet -.- I just wanna share to all the readers (If I have any) about a family gathering at my house on Saturday night. Urghh...Why is it not on Friday night? Haha :D And yes, many of my relatives showed up. We're celebrating my brother's success of going to a university in Pulau Pinang. So my grandma blessed him with holy water and we all prayed so that he will be blessed by God no matter where he goes. Little did I know, I have two uncles that own a band! And that band is quite popular in our state. We saw his music video and I was like, "Isn't that Uncle Johnny and Uncle Martin?! OMG!" Oh yes, I'm proud of them. But I'm not here to boast or something :P For the first time in my life, I felt really close to my big family. I felt good, calm, overjoyed and EVERYTHING NICE! I treasured every moment I had with them. 'Cause I know that someday I would look back to those precious moments and realize how much I miss them. And there was my second cousin. She's soooo beautiful! I mean, naturally beautiful. She won't need make-up to cover up, and being in the way that she is is enough. LOL XD Whooaaa, don't go straight ahead to the negative side! I compliment her 'cause I want to be like her. Don't mention the L-word! Everybody wants to be beautiful. Don't you want to be beautiful? But actually, beauty is present in every human being which God created. So cheer up!

So... conclusion? I LOVE MY FAMILY! Every one of them. I really appreciate the true meaning of family. It could be quite powerful. Don't underestimate your family. Love them. Accept them way they are.

P.s Today's quotes:  God has perfect timing; never early, never late. It takes a little patience and faith, but it's ALWAYS worth the wait :)

\Hiatus/ :p

Hi bloggie and fellow readers! I had abandoned this blog for a long, long time ;( That's because I'm so busy with homeworks, school, studies and everything ._. I'll never be free >< So I'm here to tell the readers that I'll be on hiatus for one or two months. Btw, Happy Chinese New Year! Do leave your footprints on my tagboard and I'll reply as soon as I got freedom, okay? :) And don't forget to click the 'Follow' button :D Sayonara, bloggers!

Oh, I almost forgot. My new year's resolution is to collect more money, improve myself and Hakuna Matata! I'll try as hard as I could. Quote for today is : Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And Today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present :)