Saturday, December 11, 2010

New hope,new day,new life

Hi ya guys! :) I've confessed my sins last night and now I'm totally relieved. Not 'too' relieved,though~ Hahaa XD I'm just happy that my sins are now gone! After all those days of causing terrible sins,now I'm free from all of that. Yays!!~But we humans,we can never avoid ourselves from commiting sins. So,I try to be a good Christian and always worship God. I will always pray to Him and talk to Him by praying. :) I hate all of my before sins. I don't want any of them appear in my life again! I've humiliated myself! I feel shame of myself! And those horrible sins were caused by myself,too! Oh God,I shed tears last night and I made a new promise,that I will try my best to not let those sins entering my gate. I want God to give me punishment each time I commit sins. XD ~Eventhough I am weak,at least I can get up and I really regretted of all the things I've done. I never want them to come back. Stay out of my life! Now I just want to live a new and happy life in God's kingdom. *smiles* But I'm still lazy,though~no matter how hard I try (I guessed,not so hard :P) I can't overcome this problem. But I hope God can help me. Toodles! I didn't even bathe yet,gross huh? That's what I said, ~~~LaZY~~~ Hahaa XDD

Thursday, December 9, 2010

The melancholy of haruhi suzumiya!

This is my new favorite anime!! Ok,I know you'll call me 'a so-last year'. Who cares? Hehehe.. Just joking. Well,though I didn't know a single thing bout this anime,I still love it and I'm gonna figure it out..But first,check this out.

Haruhi Suzumiya is the girl in the middle :)

Look!! :O She came out when I'm looking at her in YouTube!! Hahaha XD

Wow !!! And this is a cosplay of her!! Cute,right?!! A real anime girl! Hahaha XD
Okay,if I found out a bit bout this anime,I'll post and share it to you right away!! As for now,I gotta sleep!
Sleepy already lorh.. Hahaha XDD Good night!

Friday, December 3, 2010


Hi there, so bored today ..  Enjoy this picture .. :-) .. cute bento and some cupcake .. icecream too..

yummy .. :-)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

My Day

Yo,Yo,Yo buddies~!! :D Guess what? All of my friends are happy this holiday!! Me? Huhuhu. I'm staying at home. What can I do? Okay,here's a list of what I gotta do these days. Check it out.

Waking up at 6 or 7 : Sweep the floor!!! D:
After that : Tidy things up
Then : Laundries
Later: Dry the clothes
And : Cook some rice
After lunch : Wash the dishes. OH NO!!!!!!!
Then : Fold the clothes
HERE'S MY FREE TIME.........oNLinE !!!!! :DDD And watch TV!!
After that : Cook for dinner
After dinner : Dishes again. OH P-LEASE! [just kidding] Not the dishes!
And.... Finally go to bed...

I hate this routine. Hate it,hate it,hate it!!! I always say that when I hate something,huh? Hehehe.
Well,that's me. So,the time of my life is not really "The time of my life" . Someday,I'll be happy when I'm getting older and older,have my own place,for me to relax. I wish I could be like my friends. Yeah,they've got chores to do too,but.. Maybe,not as bad as I am. Maybe you'll see like what I stated here is just simple,but maybe you can't feel what I feel. But someday,I knew the day would come. For sure. When I'm outta this world,leaving everything behind. That time,I can rest for the rest of my life.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

!! Crazy !!

Trapped inside my own head
With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me.
I know the pain of the madman;
He lives inside of me.
I've felt the strength of demons
And the weakness of self- preservation.
And hope. Hope.
Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight?
Are they locked away inside of themselves?
Are their minds slipping away?
Mama hen, mama hen . . .
The fox has taken your baby again.
Precious minds are a shame to waste
Memories are forgotten in haste.
I am losing all that is me . . .
Yet gaining something entirely different.
Something that acts like an animal
And speaks like God.
Comforts me like a best friend
And loves me like its child.
I am its child.
An innocent brat, ready for its teachings.
Ready to do what is told to me.
Believing all that is said to me.
Taking in all.
And living off of my fevered dreams. :D

Silence, Emptiness and Confusion

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained ...

I'm sick of it !!! ~X(

That's it ! I've had enough! I'm sick of the chores! I'm tired doing all those laundries ! I'm bored of the dishes !!! And mostly,I hate being the slave of my brother !!! See,mom asked him to wash his dirty,smelly,stupid lousy shoes. But it turned out to be ME cleaning that stupid stuff ! That bastard ! Always getting into my way !! Just as I thought that he was starting to be nice,he returned to his sickin' behaviour! Oh,great. Now it's raining. And I'm all alone in the house!! But that's better than have to see my brother's face. He sucks! Just wait,I'll tell mom that your shoes were cleaned by me! Hate you,hate you,hate you !!!!! My siblings never understand what I felt. They always ignore me. Same with my parents! They used to ignore me and they didn't care 'bout me. All they look for just my little sis and my brother. Me? No,they only want me to stay alive so that I will be their slave forever!!! Arghh !! I wish I could get out of this place! I want my world! MY freedom ! My only rules! My destiny ! My time !!!! But that doesn't mean I'm turning to be a big fat villain,though. I just want freedom and I'm sick of all the works! I don't want to be ignored all the time! God,just hear me. Please understand me.. :(

Just let me do whatever I want,whenever I want,okay? :)
♥ ♥ ♥

Friday, November 26, 2010


Greetings! I succeeded applying a new template for my beloved blog! We've been awake all night long searching for the best template..Until we found this one,which is "in our taste" it? So,as days passes by,we're trying to put some music to this blog and we decided to put the song White Horse.. :) It gives the feeling of sadness to readers..(Well,maybe,not everybody)..Well,I don't have anything to say now..Just Goodbye!

Monday, November 15, 2010

So,can you see it?

Thank goodness..The rain had gone away !! I'm surrounded by invisible figures with a boring expression now..It's entering my mind..It's making me feel bored with all things around me..Hurh...I'm watching a movie called "Resident Evil : Afterlife" now..It's interesting!! Killing people with all the blood around...Ohhh..I love it but I hate it..Can you see it?? Get it?? I love to see it in the movies but I hate seeing it in my real world..Because. . . . . . . . . .Seeing blood for a few secs can make me faint of frights!! Hehehe.. I'm an average girl with kinda weird path of life and feelings..I'm me..You're you..But why can't I be like you?!!! Or anybody else??!!! Why?? Am I the only one in the world with an "alien-liked" type?? I wanna go out of this body n mind..I wanna know what are the other people are thinking..So,can you see what I mean?? I bet you don't,cause nobody can understand my feelings [more like my piece of mind]..Guess I'll just have to move on with this alien brain and feelings..

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Y'all ! What's cracking? Yeahhh !!! It's OvEr !!!!!! This is what I'm looking forward to... :DDD I love the holidays !! (It's not actually a holiday but it's 2 days before holiday..Anybody would be excited,right ?! Hmmm..But my happiness will not last forever..I'm moving to a new school next year..And I'm very,very,truly sad..I can't leave my friends.. D'= Maybe I'll move to SMK Convent or Maktab Sabah..I don't know where..Oh no !!! :O sorry but I gotta go ! My mum wants to online !! Farewell,guys !!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

haTe Friend liKe ManDAU.. :-)

1 million memories...1 hundred thousand inside jokes...10 thousand great times...1 hundred secrets...1 reason...Best Friends.

"For so long my heart ached for friends...true friends...who I could laugh with and cry with, and who, through thick & thin, would always stick by me. And I have learned through experiences that these types of friends are hard to come by. And when you find them you have to hold on and never let go because you will never again find friends as true as them."

Fuhhh.. hye there.. see the word up there? Did you ever think like that?Did you find the best friend?Hohohoho..

"Dengarlah hai umat sekalian,aku berfirman kepada kamu.Carilah kawan yang berhati mulia dan baik.Bukannya baik di luar sahaja tapi di dalam juga.Pastikan hatinya mulia dan bukannya BUSUK seperti BANGKAi!!!"hahaha..

huhhu,Bangkatan if we meet friend like that and i really2 hate if i find friend like that especially friend that eat friend[not cannibal la,i also afraid if i have friend like that one. YUCKKS.Hehehe].. something like that one la.. Okey .. Papaii.. XOXO.. JUst Kiding.

¸,¤°´'`°•.¸¸.•°´'`°¤,¸ Go ! ¸,¤°´'`°•.¸¸.•°´'`°¤,¸

Yeahhhhhhh !!!!!! It's a couple of weeks before my school holidays !!!!! Can't wait to get away from that sick school..I really hate that school with a jerk friend there.. [not all of them,just one girl :( keep your mouths shut,alright ? ] She's acting like she's the leader of us..And she's a boy mania !!!! Most of us hate her so much..I'm looking forward to getting rid of her..It's a miracle if she leaves us and transfer to a new school..I hate seeing her face,I hate hearing her voice and commands,I hate having her beside me and most of all,I hate her being my best friend !!! But sometimes,I feel pity of her when she's good to us..She's getting weird sometimes..Maybe she has DWI-personality..First one is a devil and another is an angel..But the more I hate her,the more I love her as a friend..When I'm stressed out about her,I prayed for her death but when she cared bout me,I prayed that this attitude of her will last forever^^..But never mind..I can stand for it..But holidays are still ringing in my head..I want to sleep all day during the holidays..No more waking up at 4:00 am..

♥♥♥ Oh no !!! xO I have to continue the geo business!! Bye !!! ♥♥♥


Sunday, October 31, 2010

♥ I am who I am ♥

Life is about being yourself...
Someone only YOU can BE..
Someone only YOU can understand...
Someone that is UNLIKE someone else..
Someone that doesn't copy OTHERS to look the SAME...
Someone who is extremely UNIQUE..
Because YOU are YOU...


I've got some pictures of "Be Yourself" and I really love it !! Omoo!!!!
Since I had a problem of copying others,I've started motivating myself..
Then I realized...There's no use of being someone else...
I want to be my true self..Check out these pictures !^^


It's a lil bit 'pinky' but it seems cool to me^^ !


This button looks elegant..Awesome ♥♥

It's a combination of a pinky,light and a dark picture...I didn't notice it at first..Geez...

So,take these words,my dear readers^^ !

Saturday, October 30, 2010

My day!!

Hurmm.. dont know what to do,so i surf the internet and find something that i cant put in this blog.. Finally for the few minutes i find this picture..

look like a heart.. Nice one..

see the angel?i hope someday i will see it with my own eye.XD ..

Nah .. see this pic?this is my favorite one.<3<3They call my slipper is clown shoes.

my life at school

Hello,i really hate being bored.As you know,when i going to school,studying,doing other thing.But one thing i did not like is the stairs.I really really hate the stairs.My class is at the third floor.Everyday i do the same thing from monday until friday.I like studying,learn new thing but like i say just now i hate stairs.. I always imagine that i can use the cable car or something like the lift.. But that is imposible.Someday i will move out from this school.. Yeah.. hahahaha.. Did you see the picture up there? That is what we doing at school.. Doing some stupid thing .. XOXO!! But it look fun.

So bored o..Don't know what to do .. someone help me..

Friday, October 29, 2010

Exam around the corner !!! XO

Can you believe it ?? My finals is just 3 days to go and I'm still here ?? Oh no,this shouldn't happened..But I can't abandon my diary,of course !!! I will keep posting on this blog but right now,I must study and study and study.. =00 I realized that I wasted my time with the net business but I can't help it!!! Besides,it's not only me that didn't study a lot for the exam but also my friends...But still,at their home,who knows what they're doing?? You agree with me??? Hi-5 for agreeing and low-5 for not agreeing..

History,Geography,Science and Maths...Oh no!!! XOXO I can't do all of these by 3 days!!!But I must be strong..I can't stay in this cave... ~THE CAVE OF LAZINESSSSSSSS~ no,no,no...I must grow up!!I must go on! Yeah !!! So,maybe I have to leave this blog for a count of 1 week or more...I can't check up on my facebook,twitter and friendster too...I must focus on my goal..I don't want to move into other class next year !! I hope God can help me on getting through this...As I'm lookin' around my cousin's blog,she wrote about exams too so she gave me an idea!! (Sorry for copying your idea D'=)

Okay,it's about time...I gotta carry on my studies...And before I forgot,I have some nonsense quote : 'Lion' is bad...Stay away from 'it'...
For those who knows the true identity of 'lion',just set in mind,do understand...^^ Hihi :DDD Farewell,guys !

Sunday, October 17, 2010

My simple leisure time :D

Hey,I'm done with the tears ! :DDD Time for a happy new page...Sitting here at the corner of the living room with my family...(except my monster brother..He's attending a programme at the chapel..Yeah,you better go,monster ! XD)..Haha !! cruel,am I ?? I don't know what to do and I'm super lazy to do my homework...My dad made some corns mixed with margarine (exactly what I like !! Yumm Yumm !!! :DD)..Even though this meal is not so perfect but it makes me happy...Because :

A. No monster xDD
B. My mum did the laundry for me..
C. My dad has a good mood..
D. It's a long time since my tummy didn't consume some corns..
E. I have the chance to go online-ing and waste my time..

It's not a surprise or something that makes me happy but..I'm just happy..Can't you see ?? Oh yeah,I bet you don't know what I feel..I just wanna share my thoughts otherwise I'll go crazy !!
This is what I meant about simple...If you give me simple things,that's enough for making me happy...My happiness is not about having money,but having the tiny moments that I will never forget..And these tiny moments are treasures of my life..And I really appreciate those moments..
I'll never forget until I'm getting old and have wrinkles...Yeah,talk about old...I don't know how old my grandparents are...This thing just popped out of my head...Did you see the headlines ?? An old man lived for 100 years and he's still alive until now !! I hoped my grandparents and my parents will live that long...Oh,I loved them so much that I keep sleeping underneath my mum's arm...So embarrassing...But I don't care...AS long I loved my mum,as long as I didn't change my mind yet,I'll never miss my nap just beside my beloved mother....Hey,hey..that's out of the topic,right ? Blog,blog,blog...Type,type,type...Tik-tok,tik-tok...I didn't realize that I'm talking about other things ! Well,I better go...See ya ! =DDD

Life is precious

Do you think when you're sick and was about to die,you are really going to die ?? Are you sure ?? Is that your perspective ?? Just remember,guys...Miracles really can happen...Anything can happen whether it's logic or not...But for sure,you can't stop praying and wishing...Think about your mother,your father and even your little brothers and sisters ! Don't just said,"God,I know I'm near to death..And I will be sent to the depths of the grave...I know I'll be back to the earth where I'm made of"..Well,you're wrong,man...You're still breathing,right ?? You're still a human,not a spirit already !! You're alive !! So you have to fight for your life ! Pray,pray,pray and pray ! Don't think about death eventhough the doctor said so..No one can tell the will of God,even scientists..Hang in there...We're all praying for you...For your sake and ours !! For your future,your life !!

God,please save him...
Don't make him suffer by the sins he had done..
Whatever it is...
His family needs him...
We NEED him !!!!
Please don't take him away,God...
You're the only God I praise,no other...
Only you we can ask for help...
And only you can change everything !!!
Please,don't take this young boy...
Give him the power !!!!
He's only 18 years old...
There's so much thing he planned for his future...
God of Mercy,we implore you...

Saturday, October 16, 2010


helow.. hurm.. i may be busy in the thing i do,but i will never forget someone like you.. so,i'm keeping in touch to let you know that you are in my mind more often than you know..

Saturday, September 11, 2010

like this song(lyrics)

Yovie and Nuno - Dia Milikku

Semula ku tak tahu
Engkau juga kan ingin memilikinya
Bukankah ku lebih dulu
Bila engkau temanku
Sebaiknya tak mengganggu

Reff I :

Dia untukku
Bukan untukmu
Dia milikku
Bukan milikmu
Pergilah kamu
Jangan kau ganggu
Biarkan aku

Tak akan mungkin
Karena dia
Berikan aku
Pertanda cinta
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi...ohh
Dia Untuk aku

Bukankah belum pasti
Kamu juga kan jadi
Dengan dirinya

Dia yang menentukan
Apa yang kan terjadi
Tak usah mengaturku

Reff II :

Dia untukku
Bukan untukmu
Dia milikku
Bukan milikmu
Lihatlah nanti
Lihatlah saja
Biarkan aku

Tak akan mungkin
Karena dia
Berikan aku
Pertanda juga
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi oohh

Kusarankan engkau mundur

Back to Reff I :

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A korean movie

Good morning,everybody ! ! ! Today,I'm going to tell you something..You know the movie : "Princess Hours" ? In Korea,it's called "Goong"..It's the most interesting Korea movie I've ever seen ! It's about a marriage of two students in 19 years old..They always fight among each other..But one day,they fell in love..They went to a beach and play there..They were very sweet!!I don't think I like Koreans before,but know I started to love it..There was also one movie I like..The title is "I am Your Teacher"..It's about a student named Yu Eunbyeol living with her teacher named Mr Jang (Jang Isan) ..What a weird name he has..Well,Eunbyeol's father asked Mr Jang to live with Eunbyeol to protect her..Her father can be categorized as a gangster but her father loves her so much..Soon,Eunbyeol fell in love with Mr Jang..There was also this boy named Chae Musin..Man,he' hot..The actor's name is Chae Seunghyun or his stage name,T.O.P ..Unfortunately,the movie had ended..It has a sad ending..Mr Jang became old and they couldn't get married..

Friday, August 13, 2010

The future

The future isn't like the past..
It comes out with various choices and portals..
Once you've step on a wrong pebble,
You'll be drown into the depth of the river..

But sometimes we can repair our mistakes..
You can't go back to the past,
But you can fix things better..
And sometimes you can learn from your own mistakes
and also others'..

Although,it's complicated for people that were totally "ruined"..
No matter how hard you try,
No matter how hard you advised,
They will just protest and never agree..

So pray to God daily..
Ask Him to guide you
Whenever and whatever you do..


Saturday, August 7, 2010

anything about today

hye there..i feel so uncomfortable today.. coz.. i've started thinking about him.. i don't want this feeling actually.. I hate being like this.. it makes me crazy.. why he chose me??why he didn't choose other people??i just want freedom.. i'm not a good person to be loved.. i'm not the correct person.. but who am i to obstruct his feeling at me.. i'm not GOD.. it's hard for me to love him.. like the song escape the fate,harder than you know..[Not loving you is harder than you know].. i hope when he schools at the new school[kubong high school]he will get a good person to be loved.. i'm so wicked right??But i think this is the right choice for our own good.. ok.. tata.. hope GOD always beside me and bless me about what i'm doing.. love you always yah.. i feel so sinful to him.. right..

Friday, July 23, 2010


Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's hard for me to love you
when you won't love me after all..

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
Y ou make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
B ut most of all, you make me love you...

W hen I shouldn't be loving you

Don't walk in front of me,I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Just walk beside me and be my friend forever

love is painful that is true not to love is painful too;
but there is a greater pain:
to love and not be loved again

Not loving you is harder than you know..

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Argentina vs Germany ! ! ! ~~~

NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO !!!! Argentina can't lose !!! Damn on you,Germany !!!....I gave my life for Argentina...I sacrificed my time for bed just to see the match...Why couldn't they win ????...Now Germany will definitely gonna be my ENEMY for sure !! I HATE you,Germany !!! Can't you see ?? It's such a pity to see Messi's disappointed face...I hope Germany will lose on a match with Spain.. Spain is tough,you know.!! I'm gonna seek for revenge...Germany will lose...!! But my cousin supports Germany..So I had to close my mouth and try not to talk bad things about Germany..I still have a heart,though..But I will never,ever agree that Argentina lost....And of course,there are so many people going mad..But my father just relax..He just said,"What are we to do???We're not in the game...They deserved it..They didin't played well.."...Hurh.,I absolutely disagreed that they didn't played well..How come they do like that???...No,they're the best football team I ever supported !!! Go for Argentina .!..Even though they didn't won,I'll still cheer for them..Maybe they'll have their luck next time..So,goodbye my fellow friends..

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Early in the morning......

Here I am....Waking up earlier than before...My mum went to work just now so I wanna say goodbye to her..I always do that when my mum goes to work..It became a habit...I just want to log in to facebook...You know why.???.Because I want to see the beautiful face of my friend..I like her hair so I decided to cut my hair like that...I hate my personality...I think I'm a NERD...Huhuhuhuhu.....Now it's 7 o' clock....Oh no!!!!Today we're going to school....!!!..I hate the Saturday schools...Well,gotta gooooooooooo!!!See you guys later...

Friday, July 2, 2010

My Life

Hurm.... I feel so bored.. Don't know wat to do.. .. SO BOOOOREED.. i think i want to tell something to all of you.. hehehe.. there is a boy... he likes me.. but i don't know how to say about my feeling for him.. when he said that he loves me,I feel shine and i don't know wat to say .. is it fun when fall in love with someone??.. to all my cousin.. i miss you all very much.. can't wait to see you all on christmas..!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Fate/Stay Night

Saber (セイバー Seibā) is a fictional character from the Japanese visual novel and anime series Fate/stay night by TYPE MOON

She is Shirō Emiya's servant, an agile and powerful warrior. Saber is loyal, independent, and reserved; she appears cold, but is actually suppressing her emotions to focus on her goals. Her class is considered the "Most Outstanding", with excellent ratings in all categories. Because her master cannot effectively provide her with mana, she minimizes her activity to preserve what she has. Saber is bewildered by Shirō's "protective" tendencies, and believes his erratic and reckless behavior jeopardize her chances of winning the Holy Grail War.


Nope...I never think of it...I don't have any "boyfriends" or something like that..My true love is my family..Having a boyfriend is just wasting my time... Some people commit suicide just because of love...Love is BLIND,you know!!!!Wake up,people!!!Open your eyes...Some people broke up with their boyfriends and tried to commit suicide to flee from their tensions and problems..But they were wrong!Suicide is not the correct way.. That's why i said, "COMMITTING SUICIDE IS THE MOST STUPID THING TO DO ! ! !"

To my dear friends,family and relatives...
Don't ever ride on a relationship unless you're above 20...
Don't ever do the stupid thing...Don't waste your wonderful life..
There are playboys in the town !!!


I love this picture!!!!
Beautiful...Isn't it?
Edward cullen & Isabella Swan

Paramore : Decode lyrics

How can I decide what’s right when you’re clouding up my mind
I can’t win your losing fight all the time
How can I ever own what’s mine when youÂ’re always taking sides
But you won’t take away my pride, no not this time
Not this time…

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well
But how did we get here
I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes and its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood but you think that I cant see
What kind of man that you are, if you’re a man at all
Well I will figure this one out on my own

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well
But how did we get here
I think I know

Do you see what we’ve done
We’re gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we’ve done
We’re gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well
But how did we get here
when I used to know you so well...........

I think I know
I think I know

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

The 3 weeks holidays

I spent my holidays at home with my family and cousins...Yeah,I've got to admit that my entire day was boring before my cousins arrive..All I can do was just watching a boring cartoon...My little sister watched the childish cartoon [Doraemon] so I got to watch it,too..If I change the channels,my little sister would go mad at me like an angry ape..A few days after that,I heard the news of my grandma going to my cousin's place..My cousin's name is Christine..We were so close to each other ever since we were kids even though we're far away now..We always messaging each other and she forced me to follow grandma to her place..Well,I'm not forced to go there but it's my own desire..So,we went to her house by an express bus..When we arrived there,I can see the look of happiness in her eyes...She had changed now..She wore a pair of spectacles!!!!That made her look like a nerd but she's not a nerd,actually..We laughed together most of the time in her house..I miss that moment very much..When I'm alone,there's no chance for me to laugh out loud..After one week,we went back to my house with Christine and her family..At my house,we watch the Twilight movie with another cousin named Divyana Grace..She was 16..Christine didn't know the Twilight movie at first but when she watched it,she became crazier than me!!!She collected all the picture of Twilight..[Have a heart,Christine..Give half of it to me]..Christine and I have the same interests..Nobody can deny it..Finally,Christine,Grace and their family went home leaving me here alone...I miss them very,very much..Now who am I going to talk with?With whom am I going to share my feelings?But all of a sudden,I realize something..God is always there to accompany me..I prayed to Him so that He can give me faith and strength to face all the challenges in my life..I deposit all my worries and sorrows to Him..Well,that's all..I guess I'm done..Thanks for reading.! =]